Thursday, 23 June 2011

Chapter 25- Sure Didn’t See That One Coming

When I got home from my dad’s, no cars were in the driveway, and there was a note taped to the door. I ripped the note off of the door and read it.

Dear Kieyra,
We’re out to dinner with one of Dave’s relatives. I tried calling you, but you left your cell at home. We’ll be home before nine.
                                                                    Love,
                                                                        Mom
I ripped the note up and threw it out of the open window in the living room. It was just like my mom to go somewhere fancy without me and not tell me. Usually, I would get mad and trash the house, but today I felt like taking this as an invitation to dance around in my room with the music cranked up as loud as it could go.

As I was dancing in my room, I noticed that my calendar had fallen off of the hook on my wall and fallen onto my desk. When I picked it up, I looked at it and wanted to kick myself. Right in the middle of the calendar was the date December 21st circled in a bright red sharpie marker. Alec’s birthday. Four days ago. How could I have forgotten? I quickly dialed his phone number, and was angry when it went straight to voicemail. I searched my room  for the piece of paper he had written his home phone number on, which took me fifteen minutes to find. There was still no answer. I did a reverse lookup search on his home phone number and found out that he lived in an apartment building a few blocks away from my house. I looked at my clock. It was 7:30, which gave me about an hour to look for Alec.

At first I considered sneaking out my window, but then I decided that there was no point and just went out the front door without even locking the door. It wasn’t hard to find the apartment building; there was only one near where I lived, and it was right down the street from my school. I must have walked past it about fifty times walking to the elementary school down the street to read to the kindergarteners with my class. On the way there, I spotted Mrs. Stewart walking to her car, looking completely exhausted.

The thing about Mrs. Stewart was, well…she wasn’t really our teacher. We had a teacher for English (Mrs. Saunders), a teacher for math and science, (Mr. G), and a teacher for religion, geography, history and all that (Miss. Sanchez), but Mrs. Stewart was our grade seven teacher who just came into our Phys. Ed. Class to teach us sports and went on field trips with us. That was about it. I kind of felt sorry for her, though. She hated working with high schools; she liked teaching my class a lot better. I wished she could teach my class all the time, so she wouldn’t be so sad all of the time… No, Kieyra, I told myself, you can’t afford to feel anyone else’s emotions right now.  I got about five feet down the street before I realized that I had no idea which apartment was Alec’s. I knocked on the first door I saw. An old lady answered the door.
“Why hello, dear. Why is a young girl like you out so late on a night like this?” It was true, it was pretty cold outside, and it was starting to rain a little, but I didn’t mind.
“I’m looking for...er…I’m looking for my boyfriend.” It felt weird saying boyfriend aloud for the first time in the same sentence as the word my. Well, unless I was saying “my friend’s boyfriend”, which, quite frankly, I tended to say more often. I realized that that didn’t give the woman much description of Alec, so I continued.
“His name’s Alec. He’s about four inches taller than me and has dark hair and blue eyes. He told me he lived in one of these apartment buildings.”
“Oh, the boy? He lives in the apartment next to mine. He left a few hours ago to do something though. You can go in, if you want. He never locks the door.” Wow. I wondered what kind of neighborhood this woman grew up in. Probably a very friendly one. I mean, who tells someone that? I started walking towards the next door, but hesitated. If Alec hadn’t invited me in, I couldn’t go in.
“Don’t be afraid, dear. Besides, I own these apartments, so I’m allowed to let you in.” I slowly opened the door.

Alec’s apartment wasn’t at all like I expected. I’d expected…well, I’d expected all expensive furniture and wide-screen TVs, and, well…not what I saw. His walls were a rather ugly shade of beige, and the only thing that was in the front hall was a hook with an ugly brown jacket on it. I went into the next room. There was an old yellowy-brown colored couch that smelled faintly of cigarette smoke. Sitting on a small table across the room from the couch was an old TV with “rabbit ear” antennas. I guess Alec really didn’t need more than a few channels-he didn’t really seem to be the type to entertain himself electronically. Connected to this room was the kitchen, in which was simply a small white dining table with old white chairs that had most of the paint scratched off, a toaster oven that was covered in a layer of dust, and a fridge that was a faded shade of white. I was curious to know exactly what he kept in his fridge, but instead of looking I headed back to the front hallway and went up the old, creaky, wooden staircase. At the top of the stairs, I saw two doors; one was open and one was closed. The open door led to a small bathroom, which, judging by the condition of the rest of the house, I was kind of afraid to see. I reached out to open the second door but stopped. The thought of being in Alec’s house alone without him knowing made me feel uneasy. You’re invading his privacy, Kieyra, I thought. Then again, Alec read my mind all the time before Katherine gave me the bracelet.
“It’s only fair.” I said aloud to myself, as I turned the door knob and pushed open the door. This room was different than the others-and not just because of its surprising cleanliness. It was evidently a bedroom-there was a king sized bed with an elegantly carved chestnut-colored headboard in the far corner of the room. It was-unquestionably-the largest room in the entire house. Bookshelves lined the walls (filled with books, of course) and there was a dresser beside the bed with a picture of me and him on it.
“Ahem.” I froze. Busted. I spun around, my face turning bright red. Alec stood in the doorway, a smug smile on his face.
“I didn’t…I mean…I…you didn’t answer your phone.”
“People’s phones run out of battery sometimes, Kieyra.”
“Well, I know, it’s just…I just …I forgot your birthday.” Alec laughed.
“I’ll have about a million more. It’s okay. And besides, I never said happy birthday to you on your birthday.” That much was true.
“It wasn’t exactly very happy.” I said, remembering my fight with Sylvie.
“True.”
“So…we’re even?” I asked. The reason I was here seemed silly now.
“We’re even.” I glanced at the clock on the wall. 8:17. My mom would surely be home soon.
“I have to be home, like, now. My mom doesn’t know I left, and Dave…well, Dave tends to overreact sometimes.” Alec nodded in agreement and smiled.
“I’ll walk you.”

The moment I saw my mom and Dave’s cars in the driveway, I knew I was in deep trouble. I said a quick goodbye to Alec before walking into my house, passing my mom nonchalantly and starting upstairs.
“Kieyra Mary Lynn Gordon…” uh oh. Full name. That couldn’t be good at all.
“Yes?” I asked coolly
“Where were you?”
“I took a walk.” I said, which was true.
“Where?”
“Near the school. Just around that general area.” I shrugged. I was relieved to find that lying was a lot easier if there was some truth to your lies.
“Do you have any idea how worried I was about you? You could have been dead, for all I knew!”
“I’m sorry mom. I should have left a note. It won’t happen again.” My mom seemed to be considering it for a second. I didn’t do anything wrong, not really. She couldn’t punish me just for getting some healthy exercise. And besides, I was thirteen, definitely old enough to take a short walk around the block after dark.
“Don’t let it happen again.” She said, sighing.
“I won’t.” I could hear Dave and his daughters talking in the kitchen. It was the usual post-dinnertime conversation-stories about weird stuff that happened at school, getting good grades on science projects, sports that were going to be covered in P.E. after the Christmas Break, but I could hear another voice. A woman’s voice. I walked into the kitchen to find Dave, Sarah, Anna, Katie and Nathen sitting around the table, listening to the woman-who I thought must’ve been Dave’s relative-talk about when she spent the summer in Paris, France.

The woman was tall and thin, and though I knew she must have been, she looked no older than 23. She had long, strawberry blonde hair and green eyes like Sarah’s. She could have passed for a supermodel. When the woman saw me, she stopped talking immediately. She had a confused expression on her face, which quickly turned from confusion to understanding to…well…kind of intimidating.
“This is my sister Kieyra.” Nathen said, but none of us were paying attention. The woman just kept staring at me.
“Nice to meet you, Kieyra.” She finally said, but she didn’t sound like she was so happy.
“I’m Mariana, Mariana Wilkins.”

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

Chapter 24-Accept Me For What I Am

“You didn’t have to hit him that hard.” I said, as Katherine and I were dragging my unconscious father down into his underground crypt that I never knew he had.
“Yes, I did. Did you not see the wooden stake in his hand? He tried to kill you, and he would have succeeded if I hadn’t saved your sorry butt.”
“About that. How did you get in? You weren’t invited.”
“Anywhere you’re invited, I’m invited.”
“How does that work?”  Katherine shrugged.
“I’m not an expert on doppelgangers, Kieyra. I don’t know.” We dropped my dad in a human sized crate (why he had this was still a mystery) and locked the door to it just as he started to wake up.
“W-where am i?”
“In your basement.” I said, backing away from the crate.
“Oh, Kieyra, I had the weirdest dream. You were a vampire, and I was trying to kill you, and there was this girl…she looked almost exactly like you…it was like she was, like, um…what’s the word…”
“I believe the term you’re looking for is doppelganger.” Katherine said, walking towards my dad.
“Who’s she?”
“She’s Katherine, my ancestor.” I said. Katherine rolled her eyes.
“Katherine happens to be standing right here and can introduce herself, thank you.” She said, standing right in front of the crate and looking my dad straight in the eyes.
“We haven’t officially met. I’m Katherine.” She smiled, and I rolled my eyes.
“You took that line from Vampire Diaries.” Katherine shrugged.
“It still fits. Anyways, what are we going to do about him?” she pointed to my dad.
“Please don’t kill me. I’m only one man trying to support his family on a government loan, and-”
“Quit the act, dad, we all know that that weird motivational speaker guy gives you money to help him with his career as a vampire hunter.” I shook my head in disappointment.
“Well, I’ll leave you two alone for a minute.” Katherine said, going upstairs.
“We’re not going to hurt you, I swear. I wouldn’t do that.”
“Then why am I locked up?!”
“Because you act impulsively, and out of anger. We couldn’t risk our lives again.”
“What, is she your new best friend or something? Last time I checked, people weren’t normally friends with their ancient, supposedly dead ancestors.”
“Well, I’m not like most people. I guess I got that from you.” I smiled awkwardly. Katherine came running downstairs.
“Lover boy’s upstairs. He wants to see you. I’ll watch your psycho elderly father for you.”
“I’m not that old.” My dad defended.
“Fifty three is old.” I said. I ran upstairs to find Alec miming with the open door, trying to get in. I couldn’t help but laugh.
“You think this is funny? Could you, I don’t know, invite me in?”
“Sorry, can’t. I don’t live here.” I smirked.
“Ha ha, very funny. Now let me in.”
“I was serious. I haven’t lived here since I was eight, and the house deed has changed owners a few times since then. Plus, I live with my mom, not my dad. My mom has full custody of me. Ergo, you can’t come in.”
“Who says ‘ergo’ anymore?”
“I do.” I started to step outside, but backed away quickly when the vervain mist came down.
“BTW-that means ‘by the way’-the house is booby trapped.”
“I know what ‘BTW’ means.”
“I never would have guessed. How old are you, again? Three hundred some years old? Damn. You’re ancient.”
“Ha ha ha, you’re so funny. That was sarcasm, BTW.”
“So, what was it like?”
“What was what like?” he asked, confused.
“Living with the dinosaurs!”
“She’s got a point, though. You are ancient.” I spun around to find Katherine behind me, smirking at Alec.
“Your father would like to speak with you.” She said. I ran downstairs.
“You wanted me?” I asked. My dad was leaning against the side of the crate.
“I’m sorry I tried to kill you and your friend.” Wow. That’s something you should never have to hear from your father.
“You’re forgiven.” I figured that there would be no point in holding a grudge against my dad; if he was going to apologize, well, being a vampire on a vampire hunter’s good side was probably the way to go.
“I just…I don’t know who you are anymore.”
“Dad, I’m still your daughter. I’m still Kieyra, just a little more coordinated and a little less fragile.”
“How can I believe that?”
“Because. If you really love me, you’ll accept me for who I am. You’ll accept me for what I am.”
“What if I don’t want to know about any of this? Could you take away my memory?”
“Well, yes, but-”
“I want you to. I don’t want to know this.”
“Dad, couldn’t you just give vampires a chance?”
“NO, Kieyra! I don’t want to. I just want to forget this.”
“Fine then.” I walked closer to him, looking him straight in his yellow-green eyes.
“You don’t remember any of what happened. I came here, we played an epic game of scrabble, and you gave me my Christmas present. I loved it. I said thank you, and we set off fireworks in the backyard. Then we came inside and watched Harry Potter movies until I fell asleep, and then mom took me home.” I could feel myself tearing up. I unlocked the crate and ran to the lake near my dad’s house. I sat down on the edge of a rock, dipping my toes into the freezing cold water.
“I know how much it hurts, kiddo. I’ve been there.” Katherine sat down next to me as I tossed a rock across the lake.
“How could you possibly understand?”
“Well, when I had to leave England when I was seventeen, I had to pretend like I’d died, so my parents wouldn’t miss me. I went back to Bulgaria and compelled them all to think that I’d mysteriously disappeared. It was hell. Try living for years alone, changing your identity and background in every new place you went.” I was immediately forced to feel complete empathy for her, which I assumed to be another annoying part of my doppelganger-ism. I suddenly wondered what it was like for Katherine to feel my constantly changing emotions-which were like that of an average teenage girl, except tripled.

When you’re a vampire, every single emotion you have seems somewhat magnified to the point where you’ve gone completely insane. For instance, when you’re sad, you’re deeply depressed. When you’re happy, you’re ecstatic. When you’re mad, you’re filled with complete and utter hatred for whoever’s angered you. When you love…

Well, that’s a whole other story.

But I refused to think of love. I didn’t want to. The thought of love made me angry at myself for lying to Alec. And for what other reason than to save myself?  Betray him and run away so that Katherine could wait for someone else to kill Damien? So that Alec could?

Suddenly it hit me.

How stupid was I? Katherine didn’t want anyone to kill Damien. She knew very well that we could if we wanted to-in fact, she could have killed him at any time now. She could have gone down the hole at that very moment and staked him in the heart without even breaking a sweat. She wanted all of them dead. All of them included Alec. She had never planned on saving him. She had never planned on killing Damien.

I needed a plan, and I needed one fast.