Thursday, 23 June 2011

Chapter 25- Sure Didn’t See That One Coming

When I got home from my dad’s, no cars were in the driveway, and there was a note taped to the door. I ripped the note off of the door and read it.

Dear Kieyra,
We’re out to dinner with one of Dave’s relatives. I tried calling you, but you left your cell at home. We’ll be home before nine.
                                                                    Love,
                                                                        Mom
I ripped the note up and threw it out of the open window in the living room. It was just like my mom to go somewhere fancy without me and not tell me. Usually, I would get mad and trash the house, but today I felt like taking this as an invitation to dance around in my room with the music cranked up as loud as it could go.

As I was dancing in my room, I noticed that my calendar had fallen off of the hook on my wall and fallen onto my desk. When I picked it up, I looked at it and wanted to kick myself. Right in the middle of the calendar was the date December 21st circled in a bright red sharpie marker. Alec’s birthday. Four days ago. How could I have forgotten? I quickly dialed his phone number, and was angry when it went straight to voicemail. I searched my room  for the piece of paper he had written his home phone number on, which took me fifteen minutes to find. There was still no answer. I did a reverse lookup search on his home phone number and found out that he lived in an apartment building a few blocks away from my house. I looked at my clock. It was 7:30, which gave me about an hour to look for Alec.

At first I considered sneaking out my window, but then I decided that there was no point and just went out the front door without even locking the door. It wasn’t hard to find the apartment building; there was only one near where I lived, and it was right down the street from my school. I must have walked past it about fifty times walking to the elementary school down the street to read to the kindergarteners with my class. On the way there, I spotted Mrs. Stewart walking to her car, looking completely exhausted.

The thing about Mrs. Stewart was, well…she wasn’t really our teacher. We had a teacher for English (Mrs. Saunders), a teacher for math and science, (Mr. G), and a teacher for religion, geography, history and all that (Miss. Sanchez), but Mrs. Stewart was our grade seven teacher who just came into our Phys. Ed. Class to teach us sports and went on field trips with us. That was about it. I kind of felt sorry for her, though. She hated working with high schools; she liked teaching my class a lot better. I wished she could teach my class all the time, so she wouldn’t be so sad all of the time… No, Kieyra, I told myself, you can’t afford to feel anyone else’s emotions right now.  I got about five feet down the street before I realized that I had no idea which apartment was Alec’s. I knocked on the first door I saw. An old lady answered the door.
“Why hello, dear. Why is a young girl like you out so late on a night like this?” It was true, it was pretty cold outside, and it was starting to rain a little, but I didn’t mind.
“I’m looking for...er…I’m looking for my boyfriend.” It felt weird saying boyfriend aloud for the first time in the same sentence as the word my. Well, unless I was saying “my friend’s boyfriend”, which, quite frankly, I tended to say more often. I realized that that didn’t give the woman much description of Alec, so I continued.
“His name’s Alec. He’s about four inches taller than me and has dark hair and blue eyes. He told me he lived in one of these apartment buildings.”
“Oh, the boy? He lives in the apartment next to mine. He left a few hours ago to do something though. You can go in, if you want. He never locks the door.” Wow. I wondered what kind of neighborhood this woman grew up in. Probably a very friendly one. I mean, who tells someone that? I started walking towards the next door, but hesitated. If Alec hadn’t invited me in, I couldn’t go in.
“Don’t be afraid, dear. Besides, I own these apartments, so I’m allowed to let you in.” I slowly opened the door.

Alec’s apartment wasn’t at all like I expected. I’d expected…well, I’d expected all expensive furniture and wide-screen TVs, and, well…not what I saw. His walls were a rather ugly shade of beige, and the only thing that was in the front hall was a hook with an ugly brown jacket on it. I went into the next room. There was an old yellowy-brown colored couch that smelled faintly of cigarette smoke. Sitting on a small table across the room from the couch was an old TV with “rabbit ear” antennas. I guess Alec really didn’t need more than a few channels-he didn’t really seem to be the type to entertain himself electronically. Connected to this room was the kitchen, in which was simply a small white dining table with old white chairs that had most of the paint scratched off, a toaster oven that was covered in a layer of dust, and a fridge that was a faded shade of white. I was curious to know exactly what he kept in his fridge, but instead of looking I headed back to the front hallway and went up the old, creaky, wooden staircase. At the top of the stairs, I saw two doors; one was open and one was closed. The open door led to a small bathroom, which, judging by the condition of the rest of the house, I was kind of afraid to see. I reached out to open the second door but stopped. The thought of being in Alec’s house alone without him knowing made me feel uneasy. You’re invading his privacy, Kieyra, I thought. Then again, Alec read my mind all the time before Katherine gave me the bracelet.
“It’s only fair.” I said aloud to myself, as I turned the door knob and pushed open the door. This room was different than the others-and not just because of its surprising cleanliness. It was evidently a bedroom-there was a king sized bed with an elegantly carved chestnut-colored headboard in the far corner of the room. It was-unquestionably-the largest room in the entire house. Bookshelves lined the walls (filled with books, of course) and there was a dresser beside the bed with a picture of me and him on it.
“Ahem.” I froze. Busted. I spun around, my face turning bright red. Alec stood in the doorway, a smug smile on his face.
“I didn’t…I mean…I…you didn’t answer your phone.”
“People’s phones run out of battery sometimes, Kieyra.”
“Well, I know, it’s just…I just …I forgot your birthday.” Alec laughed.
“I’ll have about a million more. It’s okay. And besides, I never said happy birthday to you on your birthday.” That much was true.
“It wasn’t exactly very happy.” I said, remembering my fight with Sylvie.
“True.”
“So…we’re even?” I asked. The reason I was here seemed silly now.
“We’re even.” I glanced at the clock on the wall. 8:17. My mom would surely be home soon.
“I have to be home, like, now. My mom doesn’t know I left, and Dave…well, Dave tends to overreact sometimes.” Alec nodded in agreement and smiled.
“I’ll walk you.”

The moment I saw my mom and Dave’s cars in the driveway, I knew I was in deep trouble. I said a quick goodbye to Alec before walking into my house, passing my mom nonchalantly and starting upstairs.
“Kieyra Mary Lynn Gordon…” uh oh. Full name. That couldn’t be good at all.
“Yes?” I asked coolly
“Where were you?”
“I took a walk.” I said, which was true.
“Where?”
“Near the school. Just around that general area.” I shrugged. I was relieved to find that lying was a lot easier if there was some truth to your lies.
“Do you have any idea how worried I was about you? You could have been dead, for all I knew!”
“I’m sorry mom. I should have left a note. It won’t happen again.” My mom seemed to be considering it for a second. I didn’t do anything wrong, not really. She couldn’t punish me just for getting some healthy exercise. And besides, I was thirteen, definitely old enough to take a short walk around the block after dark.
“Don’t let it happen again.” She said, sighing.
“I won’t.” I could hear Dave and his daughters talking in the kitchen. It was the usual post-dinnertime conversation-stories about weird stuff that happened at school, getting good grades on science projects, sports that were going to be covered in P.E. after the Christmas Break, but I could hear another voice. A woman’s voice. I walked into the kitchen to find Dave, Sarah, Anna, Katie and Nathen sitting around the table, listening to the woman-who I thought must’ve been Dave’s relative-talk about when she spent the summer in Paris, France.

The woman was tall and thin, and though I knew she must have been, she looked no older than 23. She had long, strawberry blonde hair and green eyes like Sarah’s. She could have passed for a supermodel. When the woman saw me, she stopped talking immediately. She had a confused expression on her face, which quickly turned from confusion to understanding to…well…kind of intimidating.
“This is my sister Kieyra.” Nathen said, but none of us were paying attention. The woman just kept staring at me.
“Nice to meet you, Kieyra.” She finally said, but she didn’t sound like she was so happy.
“I’m Mariana, Mariana Wilkins.”

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

Chapter 24-Accept Me For What I Am

“You didn’t have to hit him that hard.” I said, as Katherine and I were dragging my unconscious father down into his underground crypt that I never knew he had.
“Yes, I did. Did you not see the wooden stake in his hand? He tried to kill you, and he would have succeeded if I hadn’t saved your sorry butt.”
“About that. How did you get in? You weren’t invited.”
“Anywhere you’re invited, I’m invited.”
“How does that work?”  Katherine shrugged.
“I’m not an expert on doppelgangers, Kieyra. I don’t know.” We dropped my dad in a human sized crate (why he had this was still a mystery) and locked the door to it just as he started to wake up.
“W-where am i?”
“In your basement.” I said, backing away from the crate.
“Oh, Kieyra, I had the weirdest dream. You were a vampire, and I was trying to kill you, and there was this girl…she looked almost exactly like you…it was like she was, like, um…what’s the word…”
“I believe the term you’re looking for is doppelganger.” Katherine said, walking towards my dad.
“Who’s she?”
“She’s Katherine, my ancestor.” I said. Katherine rolled her eyes.
“Katherine happens to be standing right here and can introduce herself, thank you.” She said, standing right in front of the crate and looking my dad straight in the eyes.
“We haven’t officially met. I’m Katherine.” She smiled, and I rolled my eyes.
“You took that line from Vampire Diaries.” Katherine shrugged.
“It still fits. Anyways, what are we going to do about him?” she pointed to my dad.
“Please don’t kill me. I’m only one man trying to support his family on a government loan, and-”
“Quit the act, dad, we all know that that weird motivational speaker guy gives you money to help him with his career as a vampire hunter.” I shook my head in disappointment.
“Well, I’ll leave you two alone for a minute.” Katherine said, going upstairs.
“We’re not going to hurt you, I swear. I wouldn’t do that.”
“Then why am I locked up?!”
“Because you act impulsively, and out of anger. We couldn’t risk our lives again.”
“What, is she your new best friend or something? Last time I checked, people weren’t normally friends with their ancient, supposedly dead ancestors.”
“Well, I’m not like most people. I guess I got that from you.” I smiled awkwardly. Katherine came running downstairs.
“Lover boy’s upstairs. He wants to see you. I’ll watch your psycho elderly father for you.”
“I’m not that old.” My dad defended.
“Fifty three is old.” I said. I ran upstairs to find Alec miming with the open door, trying to get in. I couldn’t help but laugh.
“You think this is funny? Could you, I don’t know, invite me in?”
“Sorry, can’t. I don’t live here.” I smirked.
“Ha ha, very funny. Now let me in.”
“I was serious. I haven’t lived here since I was eight, and the house deed has changed owners a few times since then. Plus, I live with my mom, not my dad. My mom has full custody of me. Ergo, you can’t come in.”
“Who says ‘ergo’ anymore?”
“I do.” I started to step outside, but backed away quickly when the vervain mist came down.
“BTW-that means ‘by the way’-the house is booby trapped.”
“I know what ‘BTW’ means.”
“I never would have guessed. How old are you, again? Three hundred some years old? Damn. You’re ancient.”
“Ha ha ha, you’re so funny. That was sarcasm, BTW.”
“So, what was it like?”
“What was what like?” he asked, confused.
“Living with the dinosaurs!”
“She’s got a point, though. You are ancient.” I spun around to find Katherine behind me, smirking at Alec.
“Your father would like to speak with you.” She said. I ran downstairs.
“You wanted me?” I asked. My dad was leaning against the side of the crate.
“I’m sorry I tried to kill you and your friend.” Wow. That’s something you should never have to hear from your father.
“You’re forgiven.” I figured that there would be no point in holding a grudge against my dad; if he was going to apologize, well, being a vampire on a vampire hunter’s good side was probably the way to go.
“I just…I don’t know who you are anymore.”
“Dad, I’m still your daughter. I’m still Kieyra, just a little more coordinated and a little less fragile.”
“How can I believe that?”
“Because. If you really love me, you’ll accept me for who I am. You’ll accept me for what I am.”
“What if I don’t want to know about any of this? Could you take away my memory?”
“Well, yes, but-”
“I want you to. I don’t want to know this.”
“Dad, couldn’t you just give vampires a chance?”
“NO, Kieyra! I don’t want to. I just want to forget this.”
“Fine then.” I walked closer to him, looking him straight in his yellow-green eyes.
“You don’t remember any of what happened. I came here, we played an epic game of scrabble, and you gave me my Christmas present. I loved it. I said thank you, and we set off fireworks in the backyard. Then we came inside and watched Harry Potter movies until I fell asleep, and then mom took me home.” I could feel myself tearing up. I unlocked the crate and ran to the lake near my dad’s house. I sat down on the edge of a rock, dipping my toes into the freezing cold water.
“I know how much it hurts, kiddo. I’ve been there.” Katherine sat down next to me as I tossed a rock across the lake.
“How could you possibly understand?”
“Well, when I had to leave England when I was seventeen, I had to pretend like I’d died, so my parents wouldn’t miss me. I went back to Bulgaria and compelled them all to think that I’d mysteriously disappeared. It was hell. Try living for years alone, changing your identity and background in every new place you went.” I was immediately forced to feel complete empathy for her, which I assumed to be another annoying part of my doppelganger-ism. I suddenly wondered what it was like for Katherine to feel my constantly changing emotions-which were like that of an average teenage girl, except tripled.

When you’re a vampire, every single emotion you have seems somewhat magnified to the point where you’ve gone completely insane. For instance, when you’re sad, you’re deeply depressed. When you’re happy, you’re ecstatic. When you’re mad, you’re filled with complete and utter hatred for whoever’s angered you. When you love…

Well, that’s a whole other story.

But I refused to think of love. I didn’t want to. The thought of love made me angry at myself for lying to Alec. And for what other reason than to save myself?  Betray him and run away so that Katherine could wait for someone else to kill Damien? So that Alec could?

Suddenly it hit me.

How stupid was I? Katherine didn’t want anyone to kill Damien. She knew very well that we could if we wanted to-in fact, she could have killed him at any time now. She could have gone down the hole at that very moment and staked him in the heart without even breaking a sweat. She wanted all of them dead. All of them included Alec. She had never planned on saving him. She had never planned on killing Damien.

I needed a plan, and I needed one fast.

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Chapter 23 – A Very Un-Merry Christmas


“This is totally stupid. Why are we even here?” Anna Wilkins folded her arms, putting her feet up on the wooden “meeting table” in the library conference room.
“Um, am I being compelled?” asked Tegan, looking confusedly at Anna. Anna rolled her eyes.
“Why is Tegan even here? She can’t help anything, she’s only human.”
“Would you guys shut up!” Alec ran in between Tegan and Anna.
“We’re here to talk about Kieyra. You guys are all her friends, right?” Alec looked around at Tegan, Jade, Anna, Ryan, Sam, and Katie, who were all sitting in uncomfortable library chairs, impatiently waiting for whatever Alec had asked them to come for.
“Anyways, we’re here to talk about Kieyra, and how she is stupidly planning to get herself killed.” Ryan and Sam looked at each other.
“Why are Sam and I here?” Ryan asked.
“Yeah, why are they here?” Jade asked.
“Because…well, I’m not sure. Why are you guys here? I never asked you to come.” Alec gave Ryan and Sam a puzzled look. They glanced at each other, whispered something, then shrugged.
“Unlike Tegan, they actually were compelled.” Anna said, glaring at her sister Katie.
“What? I got bored. I needed someone to carry my books.” Katie shrugged.
“Anyway, what are we supposed to do about Kieyra?”
“Oh! We should make an intervention group called ‘People Against Kieyra’s Stupid And Impulsive Decisions’! PAKSAID for short!” Tegan said excitedly, but when no one seemed too thrilled about it, she frowned and slid back into her chair.
“Does anyone have any better ideas?” Alec asked.
“Um, ignore her. She’s a teenage girl, they overreact all the time. I mean, my sister-”
“RYAN, SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR SISTER!” Everyone yelled. The librarian-who was being compelled by Alec-came in and shushed everyone.
“Be quiet or get out!” she whispered as loudly as she could without raising her voice to a normal speaking volume.
“I vote on getting out.” Anna said, raising her hand as if it would influence anyone’s decision.
“Okay, anyone who feels like leaving, leave now.” Alec said, then watched as Anna got up and left.
“Come, my pets.” Katie smiled innocently as she led Ryan and Sam out the door, compelling them to follow her. Tegan shrugged and left, following Anna, who immediately was annoyed by Tegan’s presence.
“Well, I’m staying.” Jade said.
“There’s no point. There’s not much we can do that we haven’t already done without them.” Alec sighed.
“Well, it was worth a try. I guess.”

                                                       ~~~~~~~~~~~
“Honey, it’ll be fine! Your dad’s not that scary, so stop being so melodramatic!” I fought my mom’s grasp as she pulled me towards my dad’s doorstep.  It was Christmas day, and I was being forced to visit my vampire hunter father.
“It’s not melodramatic if it’s my death sentence!” My mom rolled her eyes.
“He’s your father, even if he is crazy.”
“Mom, I’ll die in there! If you value my life at all whatsoever you will not make me go in that house!” my mom sighed.
“Okay, if your father is chasing you with a chainsaw, call me. If a satellite crashes into the house, call me. If your father starts talking about vampires in a literal sense, call me. If none of the aforementioned three things happen, you may NOT, under ANY circumstances, call me.”
“What if he accuses me of being a vampire, chases me with a chainsaw, and then a satellite falls and crushes the house?”
“Sweetie, it’ll be fine. Just go in there.” My mom rang the doorbell and ran for her car, saying a quick “I love you!” before she sped off in her car. My dad opened the door. He was a bit more muscular than I remembered, and he’d decided to grow a beard. He had dyed his hair a light brown and was sporting an ‘Edward Cullen hairdo’. He’d gone from wearing weird t-shirts with beer company logos on them and home-made jean shorts to wearing dark-colored sweaters and normal blue jeans. Despite the fact that he was the same fifty year old weirdo I’d known for thirteen years, he actually looked…kinda good. Before I could say anything about his new look, he stepped outside and pulled me into a rather tight hug.
“Um…Dad…I can’t breathe.” I said. He let go of me and smiled.
“I’ve missed you so much.” He walked in, and I watched as a light mist sprayed him from above his door. He was halfway down the hallway before he realized I was still standing there, unable to come in.
“Why are you still standing there?”
“Um…I can’t come in.” I said.
“Why not?” he asked, a little confused.
“It would be rude. I wasn’t invited.” I said a little too quickly.
“Oh, well you’re always welcome in our house, Kieyra.” It always annoyed me how he always seemed to say it was our house, yet I was rarely ever here and I had to be invited (no pun intended) to come if I wanted to. As I walked into the house, the mist sprayed me, but it burned my skin. I let out a short, high pitched scream as I ran in.
“What’s wrong?”
“Um, I saw a bee. A really big bee. What is that mist stuff, anyways?” 
“Vervain water. Keeps away the vampires.” That explained it.
“Mom said if you talked about vampires I could call her to take me home.” I told him, in hopes that he’d unrig any other vampire booby traps.
“Your mother always was a skeptic. I will prove her wrong one of these days, Kieyra, I will.”
“Good luck with that.” As we walked down the hallway, I could see that he was in no position to get rid of his traps. Not because of any belief that there really were vampires, but mostly because it would take too damn long. There were crosses laced with garlic hanging all over the walls, bottles that were labeled “Holy Water-Do Not Contaminate!”, and crossbows with wooden stakes in glass cases marked “IN CASE OF VAMPIRE APOCALYPSE BREAK GLASS”.
“What’s with all the weapons, food, and religious paraphernalia?” I asked.
“Vampire hunting tools.”
“Um… okay then. You know I could call mom at any time now, right?” my dad rolled his eyes and continued down the hallway.
“Do you want anything to eat? Anything to drink? I have blueberries? You like blueberries, right?”
“I’m not that hungry.” I said, which was only half true. I wasn’t exactly hungry so much as thirsty, and for what I was thirsty for I wasn’t exactly going to say in front of anyone, especially my psycho vampire hunting dad.
“Okay, then what do you want to do? Open your Christmas present?”
“Um, sure.” He went upstairs and came back a few minutes later with a small red and green box with a gold bow on top.
“Merry Christmas, Kieyra.” He said, handing me the box. Inside was a pretty little silver heart-shaped necklace.
“Thanks dad, I love it.” When I went to pick it up, it burned my skin and I dropped it back into the box. Vervain, of course.
“What’s the matter? I thought you liked it? Why don’t you put it on?”
“Um…it doesn’t go with my outfit.” I said, even though I knew that a necklace like that would go with any outfit in the world. Fortunately, my dad knew nothing about fashion and went along with it. Suddenly, his watch beeped and he looked at it in confusion.
“What is it?”
“According to my vampire-detecting device, there’s a vampire on my property.” I had to admit, the word “vampire-protecting device” sounded pretty dorky.
“Um, maybe it’s broken? Is it made in China? You’re not supposed to use things made in China. Wait-maybe that’s only food. Never mind.”
“Hold on, I can check. I have a vampire-torture device that I can set off so the vampire will leave, if there even is one.” My dad walked over to a small box on the wall and pressed a button, which made a noise at such a high frequency that it was extremely painful to listen to. I fell to the ground screaming, covering my ears. It felt like my brain was exploding.
“Turn it off!” I screamed.
“What’s going on?”
Just turn it off!” he pressed the button again, and finally I could relax.
“Kieyra. What are you?”
“Dad, I’m not a vampire, I swear!” I lied.
“Oh yeah? Prove it. Walk in the sun.”
“Okay.” I walked into the sunlight streaming through the French doors, spun around a little bit and walked back to him.
“I told you so.” I smirked, walking towards the stairs.
“Wait-take off your bracelet.” I walked back to him, took off the bracelet Katherine gave me, and started towards the doors again, but my dad stopped me.
And your ring.” I gulped.
“M-my ring?”
“Yes, Kieyra, that big ugly ring you’re wearing. Take it off, put it down, and walk into the sunlight.”
“Dad, you can’t be serious. I’m your daughter. This is ridiculous.”
“Do it now!”
“Um, okay.” I slowly took off the ring that Lukas, Damien’s minion, had given me for the very first time since I put it on three months ago. Then I walked into the sunlight, crying out in agonizing pain as the sun burned my skin. I ran out of the sunlight, snatched my ring and bracelet from the coffee table, and ran into the shadows. My father walked towards me, a look of pure hatred in his hazel eyes.
“Dad, please. Don’t. Please don’t. I’m sorry. Please don’t hurt me.”
“You’re a monster. Monsters need to be destroyed.”
“I’m your daughter. Please.”
“You’re not my daughter. Not anymore.” He smashed one of the glass cases and took out a wooden stake.
“No, Dad, please!” I’m pretty sure that would have been an appropriate time to call my mom, if only I hadn’t left my cell phone on the coffee table… Then I remembered my power, what I could do. I sent the stake in his hand flying across the room, shattering the glass on one of the windows.
“Vampires have special powers? I’ll have to write that one down.” I heard the front door slam. My dad spun around.
“Who’s there?” he called, but there was no answer. Suddenly, I saw a tall figure run past me at lightning speed.
“I DEMAND TO KNOW WHO IS IN THIS HOUSE!” my dad yelled angrily. The figure ran towards my dad and sent him flying across the living room. Then it came after me. I screamed, closing my eyes so tightly that it actually hurt. Then I heard a high pitched, girly laugh.
“You have honestly no idea how pathetic you sounded just then.” I opened my eyes. Katherine was standing over me, her long brown curls tickling my face. 
“Katherine! You hit my dad!” she shrugged, helping me up off of the ground.
“Who are you?’ my dad asked, struggling to get up.
“So this is your vampire hunting father. You know, I imagined he’d be a little less…obvious.” My dad got up, picked up his stake again, and started after us.
“You really are persistent, aren’t you?” Katherine skipped over to my dad gracefully and slapped him in the face so hard he fell to the floor, unconscious.

Monday, 2 May 2011

Chapter 22- A (Fake) Change of Mind


“Okay, what is it you want? I risked eternal grounding to come here. I already had to lie to my mom about being at Jade’s house, so you better make this quick.” I was at the house on Young Street in the private library, and Katherine was prancing around the room like a fairy princess as if it wasn’t 11:38 at night. As if she hadn’t said this was important. As if she never told me to come here.
“Fine then. I don’t think you should go with Alec and his so-called ‘friends’.”
“Oh? And why not?” I asked.
“Because Damien has a secret network of ‘double agents’ working for him, and their names are Cecile, Brannen, and Nathaniel.” I looked at her, completely flabbergasted.
“Does Alec know?” Katherine shook her head. I started pacing around worriedly.
“What do I do, then?” I threw my hands up, and there was a loud slapping sound as they came back down and hit the sides of my legs.
“Relax. I have a plan B.”
“And I’m supposed to trust you?”
“Yes.”
“Mm hm. Right.” I said sarcastically.
“I’m serious, Kieyra. If you get sacrificed, then I die.”
“Well, I guess you and Isobel didn’t think that plan out very well, did you?” I smirked. Katherine sighed.
“Do you want to hear my plan or not?” I sat down on the couch.
“Fine.”
“Okay, well, when you get to the town where the first ‘safe’ house is, you fake needing a bathroom break. Then, I’ll meet you in the bathroom with a vervain dart. When you’re about to get in the van, you stab him with it. Then I run into the van and we drive off somewhere where no one can find us. Capiche?”
“Did you honestly just say ‘capiche?” I asked.
“Yes, yes I did. Now are you in?”
“One problem. Alec can read my mind. What do I do about that?”
“Oh, right, I almost forgot.” Katherine took a silver charm bracelet out of her pocket.
“It’s charmed. Get it? A charmed charm bracelet?” When I didn’t find her strange pun amusing, she sighed and continued to explain. 
“It’s got a spell on it so your mind can’t be penetrated; all your thoughts will be secure.” She put it on my wrist. There was a single charm on it, just a silver oval with the words “Per Sempre Mia Sorella” engraved neatly on it.
“What does it say?”
“It’s Italian.”
“Italian for what?” I\
“Look it up.” I rolled my eyes.
“Even if my thoughts are protected, that doesn’t mean he won’t be able to see through my act.”
“Then make it seem like you’re confident, but not in the way that he thinks you are.”
“What do you mean?” I asked, confused.
“Well, you and I both know that we have a better plan than him, you just have to make it seem like you have another plan, except one where you’re the one being sacrificed.”
“Are you asking me to act like a martyr?”
“Yes, exactly. You’ve probably watched enough teen angst on TV to know that it’s what teens in the latest vampire movies do…just pretend like you’re Bella from Twilight or something. She’s the one who’s with that Edward Cullen dude, right? Wait-no, even better, be Edward Cullen!” I laughed.
“Um, last time I checked, I wasn’t a hairy dude with a constipated facial expression who sparkles like a fairy.”
“No, I mean the part where he’s all like ‘I’ll go away forever just to keep you safe, and ‘cause you’re dead I’ll go bring myself to evil Italian vampire dudes and get them to kill me’ and crap.” I raised my eyebrows, wondering why she knew all this.
New Moon was the only movie they had in that weird Bed and Breakfast place I stayed in months ago, okay?” she said, sighing. My phone started ringing (yet again).
“Hello?”
“Get your butt over here! Your mom just called, and my mom almost answered it! I told her you were on your way home, so you better go now!” Jade yelled into the phone, so loud I had to hold it three feet away from my face.
“Um, okay, see you in-” before I could finish my sentence, Jade hung up on me.



The next day, I had my martyr act all set. I had called Alec and told him to come over. All of my family (yes, that includes Dave, Sarah, Katie, and Anna) were out at some new water park three hours away from Carleton Place, and I was at home alone for the whole day.

“Hey, are you okay? You sounded terrible on the phone.” Alec asked when he got to my house. Well, of course I sounded terrible. I had just finished poking myself in the eye with a mascara brush five million times while watching Bambi and that weird Sarah McLaughlin commercial with all the abused puppies on a continuous loop.
“Not really.” I lied. He pulled me into a hug.
“What’s wrong?”
“Well, I just…I just think that maybe everything would be better if Damien went through with the sacrifice.”
WHAT?” Alec looked at me as if I had gone crazy.
“Well, it’s just, he’s turning my friends against me, and he kidnapped a little girl, and he hurt you just because you wanted to leave, and I don’t want anyone to be involved with this.  I want to get it over with. I’d rather die than have the people I love die for me.”
“Kieyra, we’re going to kill him. No one is going to get hurt.”
“Damien’s too powerful. He’ll kill you. He’ll kill all of you.” Then I put on a show of breathing a little more shakily, and blinking my eyes so much that they water, and even sniffling a little.
“No he’s not. You don’t need to be sacrificed. Damien will die. And even if he doesn’t, then you’ll still live.”
“Yeah, but you won’t. You’ll die along with all the other minions. I can’t let you do that for me.” Then I made sure that my voice cracked at just the right time when I said ‘You’ll die”.
“It won’t happen. We’ll kill him. You don’t need to die.” Then I buried my face in his chest and made weird crying noises.
“Yes I do.” I fake-cried, rubbing my eyes so they turned red. 
“No you don’t. There are other ways. All we have to do is drive a stake through his heart. That’s all. It’s as easy as that.” Then, he pulled away, noticing something different.
“What?” I asked, a little confused, still fake crying.
“I can’t read your mind.”
“What do you mean? Is something wrong with me?” I asked, though I already knew the answer.
“I just…I can’t. No matter how hard I try, it’s like something’s preventing me from getting inside your mind.” I shrugged. “Maybe it’s this bracelet. Where’d you get it?”
“Um, Katherine gave it to me.” I suddenly regretted saying it as soon as I did.
“You saw Katherine again? After I left? She gave you something? Are you two planning something I don’t know about?” Alec looked at me suspiciously.
“No, Katherine Wilkins, Dave’s daughter. She gave it to me when I got home.” I lied.
“That makes sense. She probably put a curse on it.”
“You’re not going to ask me to take it off, are you?” I asked, kind of worried that he might find out the plan.
“No, of course not. I trust you.” Hearing him say that made me feel guilty. He trusted me, and I was betraying him.
“Um, thanks, I guess.” I backed away from him, going upstairs into my bedroom, hoping Alec might decide to just leave, but he followed me upstairs.
“Please don’t do this.” He spun me around and held my hands, looking at me in a way that made me want to forget all that I had discussed with Katherine and tell him about our plans.
“I have to. It’s the only way.”
“No it’s not. Kieyra, stop being ridiculous.”
“I’m not being ridiculous!” Okay, maybe a I was being a little bit ridiculous and melodramatic, but it was for a good purpose.
“I’m not letting you do this.” He growled.
“Alec, it’s my body, my life, and my decisions. If I’m going to go sacrifice myself to save you guys, then so be it.” I then realized how extremely ridiculous I sounded, but at the same time it seemed like a valid reason to die. The doorbell rang downstairs. At first I ignored it, but then it started ringing over and over again. I went to answer the door.
“Took you long enough! You really should give me a key.” Jade walked in as if this were her house and not mine.  Alec ran downstairs and appeared in front of Jade.
“Whoa! Geez dude! I’ll never get used to that.”
“Kieyra’s gone crazy.” He said, his tone nothing but seriousness.
“Well, we all knew that.” Jade laughed, but when Alec kept the same serious, worried face Jade frowned.
“You’re serious. What’s wrong with her?”
“She wants to sacrifice herself to Damien.”
“What! Kieyra, is this true?”
“It’s the only way.” I said for the second time, even though I knew it wasn’t true.
“ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MIND?” Jade screamed, shaking my shoulders.
“Clearly she is.” Alec said.
“Kieyra-”
It’s my decision.  They both were looking at me as if I belonged in an insane asylum.
“If you guys don’t like my decisions, I don’t care, because there’s nothing you can do to stop me.” I reminded them. They went into the other room and started talking, thinking I couldn’t hear, forgetting that us vampires have an over-developed senses of hearing.
“What are we supposed to do?” Jade asked.
“I don’t know. She’s not giving up on this. She thinks it’s the only way to prevent us from getting hurt.”
“If you asked me, I’d say she’s been watching a little too many teen-angst based vampire movies.”
“She’s probably just scared. I’ll try to talk some sense into her.” Yes, Mr. I-think-I’m-so-smart, I’m scared. That’s totally it, I thought, rolling my eyes, suddenly happy I had protected thoughts now.
“I’ll talk to Tegan. She’s known Kieyra longer than I have, so she’ll probably know more about her sudden change of mind.” Yeah, right. Tegan has the attention span of a squirrel and cares about what I have to say about as much as an average kid cares about eating their vegetables. They came back into the front hall.
“Um, you guys should probably go now. My family’s gonna be home soon.” I said, even though I knew that they weren’t coming home for another two hours.
“’Kay. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Jade said, leaving. Alec came up to me and looked me right in the eyes.
“Last chance to change your mind.” I shook my head.
“I’m not changing my mind.”
“Then I guess I’ll see you tomorrow.” He said, though he didn’t move.
“Alec, I’m not gonna go do it tonight. I’ll be here tomorrow, I promise.” I smiled. He started to leave, but before he could, I grabbed him by the wrist.
“I promise.” I repeated.
“Just think about it, okay?” and even though I knew what I was doing and hated lying to him, I just lied again.
“Okay.” I waved good bye and watched him leave, counting his steps, wanting to yell at him to come back so I could explain. I watched as he drove away in his shiny silver car, and I watched as it turned the corner at the end of my street, and wondered where he was when he wasn’t with me. I wondered where he lived, and if he had any friends, and if he ever visited Katherine, wherever she was. I wondered if I’d ever see his house, if he even had one. I wondered a lot of things at that moment, but there is one thing that stuck in my mind, one question that I’d been wondering for the longest time, a question I’d wondered every single day since I fell into the hole.

Why me?